So much to be thankful for

So Thanksgiving is here and this year it means a lot more than any years past. It's always been a great day to relax, spend time with family, eat, watch the annual football games in Dallas and Detroit, eat a little more, and somewhere find a minute or two to thank God for all that I have and all that He's done. This year has been a whirlwind of ups and downs - things are different now and I finally realize how much I have to be thankful for.

A year ago we decided to start getting our spare bedroom ready for a baby. We had been trying for almost a year and stepped out in faith, trusting that God would answer our prayers and give us a child. Two months later we were pregnant with not one, but two baby boys. I am so thankful for Rachel - she did so well throughout the pregnancy. Although she did not make it full term, it was easier for me than I thought it would be and she actually was disappointed by missing out on getting bigger, going into labor and having a normal "real" delivery.

I'm so thankful that God was with us to ease the stress and worry of the boys' complications. He provided thousands around the country and the world to pray for us. Jack and Luke were born at 28 weeks on September 23rd. Luke had been smaller than Jack all along, but had stopped growing at 24 weeks. The decision was a hard one to make, but I am so thankful that they both made it and that Jack is home to celebrate with us today! Luke has had a very rough time with many breathing and lung problems. There were many days that could have been his last, but God's hand has been on him and everyone's prayers have really helped. He is now breathing on his own and expect to have him some sometime in January.

We could not have made it without the help of our parents. They have made us meals, helped around the house, traveled to see the boys, refinished furniture for the boys' room, and have already spoiled them with many of the necessities they'll need.

Thanks so much to everyone who has helped us, prayed for us and have kept up to date with the boys. It has been a long and never-ending roller coaster ride, but a great one and something I would never give back.